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If you pay close attention to each day,
you will discover the magic moment.-

-Paulo Cuelho-


about me

the present
the past
the future


my family


fun with friends
fengshui class graduation '05
long holiday in singapore '04
fengshui school '04
unpar campus team '03
campus friends '02
school friends
... the present

Jan 17, 2006 06:00 PM
Suddenly, I made up my mind to resign from my job
I really didn't have any idea
but I know there'll always be ways...


nz trip...
dec 31 arrived in auckland, then transfer to wellington
jan 01 wellington sightseeing
jan 02 arrived in christchurch
jan 03 greymouth - franz joseph
jan 04 full day franz joseph glacier walk
jan 05 heading to queenstown
jan 06 take steamship to the farm, cable car + luge
jan 07 back to christchurch
jan 08 back to wellington
jan 12 oriental bay
jan 13 wellington-central hutt-upper hutt, tranz metro train
jan 14 wellington zoo, houghton bay
jan 15 back to singapore
Seems like running here and there, huh?


a rendezvous...
Dec 31, 2005 03:40 PM


the cold summer
the strong blowing wind
the freezing ice walk
the days we journeyed together
...once is never enuff !!!


a bright new sunshine...
Oct 5, 2005 12:08 PM


I got a JOBBB !!
In 2 days, I got a job ... quite surprising to me
since last March and April
it wasn't that easy to secure a job here.
Anyway, I've got it. I worked as a junior architect
in an archi-firm named aKTa-rchitects.


Oct 2, 2005 06:25 PM
I went back and forth,
trying to settle down and find a job in Singapore
Finally, I got my PR approved =)
I'm now staying wt my friends here
They're such a caring and fun person.
Thanks to Maggie and James!


muse...
Apr 18, 2005 12:08 PM


I search for the sign
That will set my soul free
My heart must be pure
So that I can find peace

My grief cannot last forever
My love will be fulfilled
I pray a sign will help me
Be all that I can be

The wind is your voice
The rain is your tears
Your burning heart
And spirit is my salvation


greed...
Apr 10, 2005 02:59 AM


There is no calamity greater than lavish desires.
There is no greater guilt than discontentment.
And there is not greater disaster than greed.

Lao Tzu


Cast aside those who liken godliness to whimsy
and who try to combine their greed for wealth with their desire
for a happy afterlife. --

Kahlil Gibran



Love will lead you back
March 26, 2005 12:00 PM


Saying goodbye is never an easy thing
But you never said you'd stay forever
So if you must go,
Oh, Darling I'll set you free
But I know in time
We will be together
I won't try to stop you now from leaving
Cause in my heart I know

Love will lead you back
Some day I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms
Where you belong
I'm sure, sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It won't be long
One of these days our love
Will lead you back

One of these nights
Oh I'll hear your voice again
You're gonna say
How much you miss me
You'll walk out this door, but
Some day you'll walk back in
Darling I know, I know this will be
Sometimes it takes some time out on your own
To find your way back home

Cause I won't try to stop you now from leaving
Cause in my heart I know
Some day I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms
Where you belong.
I'm sure, sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It won't be long
One of these days
Our love will lead you back

Taylor Dayne



a prayer
March 18, 2005 01:45 AM


Tuhan... mlm ini aku datang menghadap engkau
tiada kata yang bisa kuucapkan
aku hanya ingin berada di tempat yang tenang dan damai
membayangkan hari-hari yang indah yang telah menjadi bagian hidupku
aku merindukan saat-saat itu
diwaktu kulalui hidup ini seolah tanpa beban
dimana aku bisa merasakan kehadiran seseorang
yang disaat aku bersamanya aku tak perlu memikirkan hal-hal lain
berada dalam genggaman tangannya
merasakan hangatnya peluk dari seseorang yang kukasihi...

namun waktu itu berlalu terlalu cepat
apa yang kualami kini membuatku tidak lagi dapat menikmati hari itu ... lagi
hari-hari yang sedang kujalani selalu membuatku resah...

bayangan2 tentang hari esok selalu menghantui anganku di waktu aku termenung...
menjelang hari yang jika aku diberi kesempatan memilih
aku berharap jangan bawa aku melewati hari itu
hatiku ingin berteriak... jangan pergi...namun apa dayaku...
perasaan kehilangan seakan memenuhi pikiranku
apa yang mesti kulakukan???

bagaikan burung kecil yang hendak menggapai elang di langit yang tinggi...
ingin ikut terbang... namun tiada daya karena sayapnya yang kecil...
burung kecil hanya bisa duduk termenung...
berharap sedikit keajaiban yang dapat memberinya kekuatan...
untuk menjalani hari-hari esoknya...

terima kasih untuk semua yang telah kualami...
semua yang kualami tanpa penyesalan...


--amen--



Mar 11, 2005 06:25 PM

It is unnecessary to talk about love
because love has its own voice
and can speak for itself.


waiting in uncertainty ...
Feb 28, 2005 01:43 AM


If pain must come, may it come quickly...
Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible.
If he has to make a choice, may he make it now...
Then I will either wait for him of forget him.
Waiting is painful...
Forgetting is painful...
But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

--by the river piedra i sat down and wept - paulo cuelho



you have to take risks ...
Feb 24, 2005 01:49 AM


You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.

Every day, God gives us the sun - and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Every day, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist - that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their daily lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front door key in the lock; it may lay hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hours or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists - a moment when all power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles.

Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest or magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments - but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.

Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back - and at some point everyone looks back - she will hear her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in the cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that you wasted your life."

Pitiful are the people who must realize this. Because when they are finally able to believe in miracles, their life's magic moments will have already passed them by...



long lost conversation ...
Feb 23, 2005 01:30 PM



no one day is like another...
each moment has its special miracle,
its magic moment...
in which old universes are destroyed and new stars created ...

but days paralyzed the life of one soul to another,
with ends that neither of us will understand...
as human I just only try,
to complete my life with full hopes and dreams...

mistakes make us stronger...
tears make our lifes colorful...
and I dare not to lie,
that I miss you much...

wishing you the best...



thought ...
Feb 22, 2005


The thought manifests as the word;
The word manifests as the deed;
The deed develops into habit;
And habit hardens into character;
So watch the thought and its ways with care,
And let it spring from love
As the shadow follows the body,
As we think, so we become...


sebuah renungan ...
Feb 14, 2005 2:02 AM


Kita semua agak aneh, dan hidup sendiri juga agak aneh. Dan ketika kita menemukan seseorang dengan keunikannya sejalan dengan kita, kita bergabung dengannya dan jatuh kedalam suatu keanehan serupa yang dinamakan CINTA. Ada hal2 yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan, orang2 yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkan...

Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang menangis, mereka yang tersakiti, mereka yang telah mencari, dan mereka yang telah mencoba. Karena MEREKAlah yang bisa menghargai betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka.

CINTA yang AGUNG? adalah ketika kamu menitikkan airmata dan MASIH peduli terhadapnya, adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu dan kamu MASIH menunggunya dengan setia, adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan kamu MASIH bisa tersenyum sembari berkata "Aku turut berbahagia untukmu".

Jika cinta tidak berhasil, BEBASKAN dirimu, biarkan hatimu kembali melebarkan sayapnya dan terbang ke alam bebas LAGI. Ingatlah, bahwa kamu mungkin menemukan cinta dan kehilangannya. Tapi, ketika cinta itu mati, kamu TIDAK perlu mati bersamanya. Orang terkuat BUKAN mereka yang selalu menang, MELAINKAN mereka yang tetap tegar ketika mereka jatuh.

Entah bagaimana, dalam perjalanan kehidupan, kamu belajar tentang dirimu sendiri. Dan menyadari bahwa penyesalan tidak seharusnya ada. HANYALAH penghargaan abadi atas pilihan-pilihan kehidupan yang telah kau buat.

MENCINTAI, bukanlah bagaimana kamu melupakan, melainkan bagaimana kamu MEMAAFKAN, bukanlah bagaimana kamu mendengarkan, melainkan bagaimana kamu MENGERTI, bukanlah apa yang kamu lihat, melainkan apa yang kamu RASAKAN, bukanlah bagaimana kamu melepaskan, melainkan bagaimana kamu BERTAHAN.

Lebih berbahaya mencucurkan air mata dalam hati, dibanding menangis tersedu-sedu. Air mata yang keluar dapat dihapus, sementara air mata yang tersembunyi menggoreskan luka yang tidak akan pernah hilang.

Dalam urusan cinta, kita SANGAT JARANG menang, tapi ketika CINTA itu TULUS, meskipun kalah, kamu TETAP MENANG, hanya karena kamu berbahagia, dapat mencintai seseorang, LEBIH dari kamu mencintai dirimu sendiri.

Akan tiba saatnya dimana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang. BUKAN karena orang itu berhenti mencintai kita. MELAINKAN karena kita menyadari bahwa orang itu akan lebih berbahagia apabila kita melepasnya. Bila kamu benar-benar mencintai seseorang, jangan lepaskan dia. Jangan percaya bahwa melepaskan SELALU berarti kamu benar-benar mencintai, MELAINKAN, BERJUANGLAH demi cintamu. Itulah CINTA SEJATI. Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu inginkan, DARIPADA berjalan bersama ORANG yang TERSEDIA. Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu cintai, DARIPADA orang yang berada disekelilingmu. Lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat karena hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk dibuang dengan hanya 'seseorang'

KADANG kala, orang yang kamu cintai adalah ORANG yang PALING menyakiti hatimu, dan kadang kala teman yang membawamu kedalam pelukannya dan menangis bersamamu adalah CINTA yang tidak kamu sadari...



... the past

I was born in Bandung, West Java, Indonesia. I lived my childhood in Padalarang, a small town on the northwest side of Bandung
I am the eldest daughter in my family and i have one younger brother.

My basic principle for life is work smart and play hard
... that's how i can enjoy my life
Being the eldest one makes me a hardwilling, quite independent & rather perfectionist as well, particularly in my 'stuffs' and my work
Fortunately, I know when it comes to the limit... that i should stop!!

In daily life, I like to hang around with my friends,
...but there're times when I like to be a loner
... I prefer being in silence rather than being in crowd
... as for me i can concentrate more and find my peace in it

I finished my high school in Bandung and then graduated my architecture study at Parahyangan Catholic University (Bandung) in 2003.
Since then I focused my work in architecture field.

In September 2004, I decided to gave up my job in Bandung.
I went to Singapore with my other two friends (Dewi and Felix)to learn more in depth about fengshui. From then on, I moved to Singapore.

I've got lots of new life experiences here
... new things that never crossed my mind before,
especially bout life and the way i'm thinking
I would say that I've attained some enlightenments =)


Although I have been through all that I have,
I do not regret many hardships I met,
because it was they who brought me to the place I wished to reach.

-John Bunyan-



... the future ???

Wanna find a nice place and settle down...
have a good life ...
... and live my life to the full...

Latest update : May 2006